Tonight has been the best night of the month.
Someone motivated me to bleed. I haven't felt this urge for years, but now, with my open flesh, I am free.
I have drank water today, a fair amount of it.
hours awake:110
Days since last ate:24

My photos on the beautiful ED community of which I am a member recieved a negative comment from one beautiful lady.
So I cut myself, as deeply as I could on the forearm, one for each of her words.
My blood makes lazy patterns down my arm, following gravity, changing direction as I change the position of my arm. I feel dizzy as I write this, but so ALIVE

xxx

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